Think for the future..

Sometimes we must really think of our future. I mean like about Love, Job and many more. Without thinking and making decision is kind of stupid. I think i used to be but start from now i will not. This love problem has make me feel so confused. Love is kind of a thing that involve maybe 2 person or even more that and is also a feeling of great fondness or enthusiasm. At the 1st place i fall in love with a girl and i am so confused that i do not know whether if we really have the chance to get along with each other can we last long. And now the problem has occured and i am actually the one who create the problem. I can actually feel that she is actually giving me many chances but i did not show any respond. How stupid and useless could i be as a guy. Yesterday night i really thought of this the whole night and i finally made up my mind. I know i am selfish but i dun meant to hurt you. I hope that you will understand me and also we can still keep in touch. I am so headache that i duno when i finish my business course in college and uni. what can i do ? I mean what job can i get ? I really need some advice from many other plp especially my frens before i regret of starting this course. I think its all for me today. Bye~